I got a knock on the front door yesterday afternoon... and look what had arrived...
They know I'm a bit stressed out right now so sent them to cheer me up.
How lovely is that?
Thanks girls ♥♥♥
Stew is home today, he's accompanying me to an appointment I have. More on that later.
After the appointment I think we shall be doing a small grocery shop and having lunch out. Might as well make the most of having him home after all. *smiles*
Right. ON with the day.
Stressful time is over!
My mammogram results came back with an 'area of concern' in my left breast. I had to go back today for another mammogram, an ultrasound and physical examination.
After literally a dozen more mammogram photos.... and the ultrasound/physical examination I was cleared of having a 'problem'.
We are just so relieved, and thankful that Breastscreen Aotearoa are so thorough and careful.
This has been the most stressful two days of my life lately I can tell you! You can't help imagining the very worst can you?
I'm just so thankful I don't have to give away all my fabric and sewing machines! lol (the things you think of, it's a bit weird!)
Karen Jones, if the worst ever happens, my Brother Dreamweaver and fabric is all yours! *smiles*
Stew is going back to work as he's dreadfully busy, and I'm off to get some groceries on my own, then have lunch with Bex and the boys.
5.35 pm: Groceries... done. Lunch with Bex and boys... done.
Home, unloaded groceries, then sat down to think.
Funny how having the possibility of losing your health can make you so thankful for the little things in life!
I'm not going to stress about the house selling, it will happen eventually.
I'm just so happy to enjoy what I do have... my loving family and my health. Even if I am unfit and overweight. I'm working on it!
The huge weight on my shoulders is gone...the stomach churning fear is gone... I feel so, so lucky.
I'm making a lovely dinner of beef spare ribs in marinade with garlic bread. Everyone will enjoy that.
End of Day: well today started with DREAD, and ended with a much happier state of mind.